Is it a bad thing that I still don’t feel like I am leaving… even though I stayed back from the Cove today to pack up three months worth of stuff!?
Today I came down in my PJ’s, to see everyone off! Mia was here with me, she had to leave at 8:30. We hung out together while I started packing one of my suit cases. When 8:30 rolled around, we said goodbye… she told me she can’t imagine how hard it will be for me to leave, after being here for three months. This is when I really stopped and thought about it hard… but I still cannot comprehend leaving! I know tonight is my last night in this hotel, but I don’t feel like it is! My room is bare, the hallway is full of suit cases, and I’m saying goodbye to the Cove later tonight…. but I feel stuck here. Not the bad kind of stuck… I’m just emotionally attached to the evil place.
Maybe saying goodbye to the Cove, will help me get used to the idea of leaving….
We leave tomorrow at 8am, our flight takes off at 6:30pm. I will not have another blog until I land, so it might be a few days depending on where you are in the world, reading this. Haha. Next blog is one I am not looking forward to writing, I have a feeling it’s not going to be easy.
I was not at the Cove today when 16 Dolphins lost their lives and three were taken back out to sea in a skiff and dumped over the side (a mother, a baby, and a soon to be mother). R.I.P
Far Fast and Deep,
Elora Malama West